Last-S.Y-Syndrome .. Is There Such Thing?

Are you familiar of the Last School Year Syndrome? If not, well that's because I made it up.  I coined the term a few months back after realizing that I already am tired of going to school.

Days before the first day of school (my last first-day-of-school), I was not even excited nor did I have the butterflies in my tummy the night before - which was pretty odd.  All the eve before my first day of school for a new school year ever since I was in kinder, I always get too excited and feel too anxious which causes me difficulty in sleeping.  I always buy new clothes, new pair of shoes, new bag and what not but this school year for me started differently.  I slept the whole night before it, I did not buy new things, I did not even think about what to wear and as a matter of fact, I dreaded the thought of it!  Now, I concluded that I have this thing after my midterm exams.  I usually am prepared and have studied a week before the examination week but this semester, I studied only a few hours before the test and on some subjects, I did not even study at all! Although my grades are pretty great still, it is so not me.  

I tried imagining years back my life as a college senior and I said to myself that I will be giving all I have because this is the last shot I have as a student but the opposite happened.  Although I still attend to my classes, submit my requirements and get good grades, I know this is not who I am and that I could do so much better.  I just hope that by next semester, I will be able to overcome this and give what is due to my responsibilities as a student.

So if you're a graduating student and you feel exactly the same, raise your pen ;).