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BABIES ARE JUST THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD! (Well not those days old ones, they kinda creep me out.) Ever since I was a little girl, I am already fond of babies, toddlers and kids. Since then, one of my dreams in life is to become a Mom to cute little babies someday.  Believe it or not, when I was seventeen, I wanted to have my own baby already (not that I was trying to get preggy, hell no!). I am just so in love with the thought of a little wonderful angel that constantly wants my love, affection and attention.  I am in love with a baby's smile, laughter and screams.  I wanted to have my own baby not until a few weeks ago when I had the chance to babysit my 2 year old nephew. ALONE. Not technically alone, since my Mom and Lola were there with me, but they left me to handle Elijah (my nephew) by myself. I guess Momma was trying to teach me a lesson.  It was a Sunday and what was supposedly a date with my Mom and Lola turned out to be a baby sitting gig for me....

Asthma is a respiratory disease that causes coughing, difficulty in breathing and tightening in the chest. I would know. I'm one asthmatic girl. SINCE BIRTH. Not only do I have that, but I also have skin asthma. SINCE BIRTH.  It is hereditary so I'm really mad at my ancestors for passing it to me.  Not only do I frequently have asthma attacks and wake up in the middle of the night because I can't breathe but also, I have allergies that appear whenever I eat some of the world's yummiest food and whenever I get too stressed out.  Yeah, you read it right - whenever I'm stressed out.  THANK YOU ANCESTORS!! I haven't had my skin allergies since high school but they magically appeared again this year due to all the pressures in my college life.   It would have not been a big deal because I can put cream on it, drink ridiculously priced allergy medicines for it and it will go away.  But, it is a big deal because it stained my seemingly precious legs specifically ...